For the next six-thousand feet, we don’t look at the top. We don’t talk about the top. We don’t talk about the run down. We only talk about getting through the next section. Because the top is not a given. I’ve heard Jeremy explain that the art of big mountain riding is the ability to fight through tiredness and deep snow and stay committed to going up, but simultaneously recognizing that if the window of opportunity closes, you have to be willing to walk away from it.
Bjarne, Jeremy, and I are a small team, which allows us to move faster through dangerous positions and be swifter in our decision making – and every step on Meteorite is a decision. So far, every “Is this safe?” we are determining to be a yes. As Jeremy likes to say, “If it’s not a screaming yes, it’s a no.” With that as our gauge, we take another step up, ask the question again, evaluate the snowpack and our gut feeling, watch the conditions, and decide. The thighs are burning, but after five hours of this, my brain is cramping, too.
For a brief second, when we’re 9/10ths of the way up the mountain, hanging on a 50º face with butt-clenching exposure with thousand-foot cliffs to the left, I allow myself a moment to think, “Holy crap, I’m so insanely psyched to be up here with Jeremy.” We’re doing this thing together, as equals. It’s happening right now.